Out of the Shadows My Life Inside the Wild World of Hunter Biden

What's what's what was happening at the Swedish embassy? And talk about how the first word you heard out of his mouth and how you crossed the door and what you saw.

Instead, he's sitting there in brightly colored boxer briefs with parrots all over them. I'm intrigued. He turns in his chair and catches me in his stare, his gaze intense with furrowed brows and the most beautiful blue gray eyes I've ever seen.

I'm trying to keep shampoo suds from my eyes when there's a little pause. And I hear him say, you know, honey, you've got a real problem. What I managed to ask with that vague feeling he's about to say something he'd rather not, but he knows he has to anyway. You're in love with me. Love? I hadn't even considered it.

I'm going to hurt you. I hurt everyone who loves me.

The dedication page where, you know, Jill wrote this book about Joe and she dedicated it to, you know, her grandchildren as she should. And then she listed them by name, excluding one.

I'm just listening to a book right now. This by Dr. Um, I think a guy's name is Michael Gardner. It's called, um, out of the shadows. And it's, um, it's all about, uh, sexual addiction and that, and those sorts of behaviors and they, they're talking about this exact occurrence and it's a, and he was saying in this book that if a 14 year old or 15 year old boy hooks up with like a 50 year old, 40 year old woman, a beautiful 30, whatever, 30, they see that as a score in their book.

Can you look that up? Nick, you find it. It's out. Michael Gardner out of the shadows. Yeah. Is that it? I don't think so. I think it's called out of the shadows. It's a book.

But, but anyway, he was saying that the kids see that as a score. They see that. And I think to myself, I'm 15 because that's where your frame of reference is coming from.

Dr. Patrick Carnes. I'm sorry. What's this? That's it. Out of the shadows, understanding sexual addiction, but it just, it's not really as much about sexual. It's about sexual addiction, but it's also just about how we behave sexually and how we view things and how, um, different patterns in our lives and stuff like that.

That book is fascinating, bro. Nice. Dude. It's fascinating how, um, like our behaviors and what we do, like even in like cyber sex and like how pornography affects, like, you know, how we, how it affects us in like, you know, um, and just how things become compulsive.

I tell everyone this, this, you know, out of the shadows is a book about a lot of different emotions.

And I discussed that through the book about how, how it's disappointing and hurtful.

You know, there's different versions of, you know, that I've received and there's different versions throughout the book as well.

You know, there's a, the first few chapters are about me meeting him, getting to know him, build a relationship with him, and it's filled with some wild, crazy stories, some fun stories, some sad stories, you know, that I endured with him and then this just complete deflected abandonment avoidance.

The book is released, um, August 20th and her birthday is August 28th. So I don't know what better birthday gift I can give my daughter than her story this year.

In my book, Out of the Shadows, I talk about different times, trying to reach out from the beginning, even trying to reach out to the Biden campaign before it even went to the paternity suit, which I get real deep involved in, in the book.

Oh Lord, and I tell everyone this, Out of the Shadows is a book about a lot of different emotions. And now I can sit here and talk about it because it's healed, but throughout the book, there are times like that where you're hurt because I say, hell has no greater fury than a woman scorned, right?

Hell has no fury like a woman being scorned, but hell has no greater fury like a mother whose child is being scorned.

Because as a parent, if you break my heart or if you could do something to slap in my face, I can easily get over it. But if you do it to my child, it hurts a lot different. And it's a different kind of heartbreak.

The book is released August 20th and her birthday is August 28th. So I don't know what better birthday gift I can give my daughter than her story this year.

And that book is coming out in August.

That's why I'm telling my story because it's been a long journey and a long process, you know, for me to get through. And I'm at a point where, you know, I can talk about it and, and I can, I can share my story in my book.

And I've told everyone, I can't imagine a better gift for my daughter this year than her mother's story.

And I write about it in the book how shocking it was, but you know, I, I was around him a few times and it never really came off, you know, as they were in this like really strong relationship or anything like that.

It comes out August 20th, the week before my daughter's birthday.