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Michelle Remembers

Michelle Smith

Smith and her psychiatrist discuss the woman's horrendous memories, revealed through therapy, of the year she spent as a child captive of a group of Satanists who used physical and mental torture to convert her

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It was mentioned that Karla Homolka wrote in this book about Satanism, sexual abuse, and repressed memories, suggesting a potential influence on her behavior.

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She wrote in the book, there is always something more left to say.

— Episode: Episode 53: Part 1 Karla Homolka & Paul...

Episode: Episode 53: Part 1 Karla Homolka & Paul Bernardo “...

It was mentioned that Karla Homolka wrote in this book about Satanism, sexual abuse, and repressed memories, suggesting a potential influence on her behavior.

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She wrote in the book, there is always something more left to say.

Stuff You Should Know

It was a 1980 book about a woman named Michelle and her therapist, who helped her uncover repressed memories of satanic ritual abuse in the 1950s. The book helped push the recovered memory movement and the Satanic Panic, despite the lack of evidence for its claims.

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For the thread of the recovered memory movement that formed part of the satanic panic. You can trace that back to a book from 1980 called I think Michelle remembers.

— Episode: SYSK Selects: The 'Satanic Panic' of the...

Episode: SYSK Selects: The 'Satanic Panic' of the 1980s

It was a 1980 book about a woman named Michelle and her therapist, who helped her uncover repressed memories of satanic ritual abuse in the 1950s. The book helped push the recovered memory movement and the Satanic Panic, despite the lack of evidence for its claims.

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For the thread of the recovered memory movement that formed part of the satanic panic. You can trace that back to a book from 1980 called I think Michelle remembers.

Yeah, 1980 and this was a, by the way, I was on the cover of a Christian magazine in the 1980s.

It was just like dropping a bomb in the midst of this, everybody.

So everyone was transitioning from, who can we start pointing at and persecuting now that we've decided the cults are okay and we're going to stop deprogramming them?

And this book comes in the midst of that in 1980 and it's a book about a woman named Michelle and her therapist Lawrence Pasder. Yeah, he wrote it.

Episode: SYSK Selects: The 'Satanic Panic' of the 1980s

It was a 1980 book about a woman who claimed to have repressed memories of satanic ritual abuse. It was a big part of the recovered memory therapy movement which was popular at the time and gained popularity through Oprah and talk shows.

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You can trace that back to a book from 1980 called I think Michelle remembers.

So this book Michelle remembers, it was just like dropping a bomb in the midst of this, everybody.

And this was a, by the way, I was on the cover of a Christian magazine in the 1980s.

It was a book about a woman named Michelle and her therapist Lawrence Pasder. Yeah, he wrote it.

And he helped her uncover repressed memories of being ritually satanically abused or satanic ritually abused in the 1950s in Vancouver.

Episode: SYSK Selects: The 'Satanic Panic' of the 1980s

It was published in 1980 and helped fuel the satanic panic by promoting the idea of repressed memories of ritual abuse, which were later found to be pseudo-memories due to suggestion and overzealous therapy.

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For the thread of the recovered memory movement that formed part of the satanic panic. You can trace that back to a book from 1980 called I think Michelle remembers.

Yeah, 1980 and this was a, by the way, I was on the cover of a Christian magazine in the 1980s.

So this book Michelle remembers, it was just like dropping a bomb in the midst of this, everybody.

it's a book about a woman named Michelle and her therapist Lawrence Pasder.

Yeah, he actually ended up marrying her and he coined the term ritual abuse. It lies directly at his feet.

Behind the Bastards

It detailed Michelle Smith's alleged satanic abuse experiences, which were later revealed as false memories implanted during therapy. It became a social worker's standard textbook.

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So in 1980, a psychologist named, named Lawrence Pazder published a book about his wife and former patient, Michelle Smith,

— Episode: Part One: The Satanic Panic: America's F...

Episode: Part One: The Satanic Panic: America's First QAnon

It detailed Michelle Smith's alleged satanic abuse experiences, which were later revealed as false memories implanted during therapy. It became a social worker's standard textbook.

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So in 1980, a psychologist named, named Lawrence Pazder published a book about his wife and former patient, Michelle Smith,

So, okay. And Michelle Remembers is, basically, the claim she's making is that she became the victim of a satanic cult for several months during 1955 when she was a five-year-old.

She was imprisoned by them. She, like had all these recollections of being tortured in houses and mausoleums and cemeteries of being raped and sodomized with candles of being forced to shit on a Bible and on a crucifix of seeing babies and adults murdered.

Michelle Remembers was a hugely influential book.

Episode: Part One: The Satanic Panic: America's First QAnon

It detailed Michelle Smith's supposed horrific experiences of occult sex abuse and satanic rituals during her childhood, largely debunked as false memories and a sham, but became a standard textbook for social workers, fueling the satanic panic.

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So in 1980, a psychologist named, named Lawrence Pazder published a book about his wife and former patient, Michelle Smith, which, you know, if your wife is a former patient as a therapist, you might not be a great therapist.

So what we have in 1980 is a situation where evangelical Christian paranoia over the devil and the black arts leaps over and starts to infect mainstream society.

Michelle Remembers was a hugely influential book.

It was treated as gospel by a terrible number of people and it actually became a standard textbook for social workers in the United States.

Episode: Part One: The Satanic Panic: America's First QAnon

The book details the supposed horrific occult abuse endured by Pazder's patient and wife, Michelle Smith. The claims were widely debunked and the book became a standard textbook for social workers, despite being riddled with falsehoods.

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So in 1980, a psychologist named, named Lawrence Pazder published a book about his wife and former patient, Michelle Smith,

detailed a childhood of horrific occult sex abuse.

Pazder claimed to have used hypnotic regression therapy to help his wife uncover buried memories of abuse at the hands of the Church of Satan.

She was imprisoned by them. She, like had all these recollections of being tortured in houses and mausoleums and cemeteries of being raped and sodomized with candles of being forced to shit on a Bible and on a crucifix of seeing babies and adults murdered.

The whole idea of repressed memories, which now we got, we're laying a lot of groundwork here, so let's talk about the fucking idea of repressed memories comes from.

Episode: Part One: Peter Thiel and the Anti-Christ

They described Michelle Remembers as a defiant book that illustrates how irrationality can shape fundamental beliefs and discussed its role in the satanic panic narrative.

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I would love to hear your thoughts on Michelle Remembers because it's a book that like defies description, you know?

It's a book that I think says a lot about how irrationality, uh, but can, can be foundational to a lot of people's fundamental beliefs about how the world works.

The Jordan Harbinger Show

This book was co-written by a therapist and his female patient and discusses the therapist's alleged success in uncovering the patient's memories of childhood satanic abuse. It became a bestseller and the two authors divorced their partners, married each other, and made a significant amount of money.

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Then there was the 1980 book called Michelle Remembers, and it was co-written by a therapist and his female patient. It discussed his brilliance in uncovering her memories of childhood satanic abuse....

— Episode: 1004: Memory | Skeptical Sunday

Episode: 1004: Memory | Skeptical Sunday

This book was co-written by a therapist and his female patient and discusses the therapist's alleged success in uncovering the patient's memories of childhood satanic abuse. It became a bestseller and the two authors divorced their partners, married each other, and made a significant amount of money.

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Then there was the 1980 book called Michelle Remembers, and it was co-written by a therapist and his female patient. It discussed his brilliance in uncovering her memories of childhood satanic abuse. And it was a bestseller.

The two of them divorced their partners, married each other and laughed all the way to the bank, I guess.

There's this really depressing documentary about it, and it shows just how insane they were. The patient's sister said in the documentary that she believes Michelle is she's living in hell. The story haunted their family for years.

She said, you know, we pretend we're a family, but there's always that feeling of like, how could you do the damage you did by telling the story that wasn't true?

The Vanished Podcast

Randy Leach referenced the title in three episodes, noting that the 1980 publication introduced the concept of repressed memories of satanic ritual abuse and helped spark the Satanic Panic and the recovered‑memory industry of the 1980s. The discussion focused on its historical impact rather than recommending it as a reading choice.

Episode: Randy Leach

This book, published in 1980, introduced the idea of repressed memories of satanic ritual abuse into the public consciousness; it was discussed in relation to the Satanic Panic of the 1980s.

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This begins in 1980 with a book called Michelle Remembers, which was written by a woman and her psychiatrist. And this introduced this idea into public consciousness that you could have been abused for years by your mother, who was a Satanist, and not remember any of it until the psychiatrist hypnotizes you.

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