GOODBYE, DARKNESS A MEMOIR OF THE PACIFIC WAR

I got a book called I think it's called Goodbye Darkness or Hello Darkness it's a it's this guy who he fought in the war and it's just a memoir of the war in the Pacific but he's like he's a great writer it's Manchester is his last name

he one day he was walking I think it was on Guadalcanal he was walking he was an NCO he had like 12 guys underneath him that were with him him and his boys were walking Japanese artillery opened but he had tripped and fallen into a crater so he survived the Japanese shelling all his boys got blown up

he said he woke up in the middle like he woke up later at night and like he couldn't really see so he was like reaching around outside the hole that he fell into it was just all his friends guts and bones like they had just been eviscerated so he had like guts and bones on him

then he goes back into his uh hole the crater and he's like obviously he's fucked up he's like crying he's got guts and shit all over him brains and then he has a hallucination of this woman inviting him to fuck but it ended up being like death was the hallucination was like this horror of death is what he described her as and uh he was like she was disgusting she had like maggots and shit coming out of her eyes she was like a dead body

what aroused that after the hallucination left he jerked off in the hole what yeah and he came he said he came in like five seconds i think everyone came back then really but dude that means he so this is by his own account he was walking he fell all of his boys blew up he had their guts and shit all over him and then he jerked off i mean i can relate crawled back to the line and just went to sleep